Dear miss G
Im now writing this as your 23self.im still alone,Shin is still my BFF though she might not know it.M & F are still my buddies.im not that sad and hopless anymore . now i begin to embrace the fact that im a giver(how arrogant and egoistic that sounds) , being kind and taking care of people around me is part of who i am, there are times when I hate all of them for leaving me behind for not trying to listen for once but i accomplished what you tried so hard to achieve "it doesn't matter ".i found that the most important loves in my life are my books, history and art.they are the ones that saved me over and over and im happy to tell you we did a great job in finding peace with ourselves. There are times when i become that coward one ,but well we have come a longe way there is still a road ahead. I haven't been in love with a stranger and i dont think that ever gonna happen so we should get used to living by ourselves and working .im way pass that stage of making love with your work and university major ,we are practically a married couple of four years .Dad has cancer and as you know im not one of those optimistic people who belive in a cure but im trying really hard to enjoy the present with him and with my mom going all anxious and depressed.stay strong and quite :)))
Yours
MissG,23
P.s:i now have 90 pairs of earings,yay for us :)))
Im now writing this as your 23self.im still alone,Shin is still my BFF though she might not know it.M & F are still my buddies.im not that sad and hopless anymore . now i begin to embrace the fact that im a giver(how arrogant and egoistic that sounds) , being kind and taking care of people around me is part of who i am, there are times when I hate all of them for leaving me behind for not trying to listen for once but i accomplished what you tried so hard to achieve "it doesn't matter ".i found that the most important loves in my life are my books, history and art.they are the ones that saved me over and over and im happy to tell you we did a great job in finding peace with ourselves. There are times when i become that coward one ,but well we have come a longe way there is still a road ahead. I haven't been in love with a stranger and i dont think that ever gonna happen so we should get used to living by ourselves and working .im way pass that stage of making love with your work and university major ,we are practically a married couple of four years .Dad has cancer and as you know im not one of those optimistic people who belive in a cure but im trying really hard to enjoy the present with him and with my mom going all anxious and depressed.stay strong and quite :)))
Yours
MissG,23
P.s:i now have 90 pairs of earings,yay for us :)))
